urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses focus is fragile if my heart is a glass stop the drama 2006-02-23T19:56:57Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:37246 2006-02-23T19:56:57Z 2006-02-23T19:56:57Z lewis is awesome<br />and he is the best person in the world.<br /><br /><br /><br />haha<br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:36971 2006-02-23T19:47:01Z 2006-02-23T19:47:01Z today is my birthday.<br />fuck. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:36831 2006-02-23T19:46:01Z 2006-02-23T19:46:01Z m animal fat: today i learned<br />m animal fat: dope and morphine mixed will kill you instantly<br />iXhavedreams: FUCKIN SWEET<br />iXhavedreams: SIGN ME UP urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:36553 2005-12-18T05:35:41Z 2005-12-18T05:35:41Z Ten Body Gun: i definitely met a girl yesterday who was like "I KNOW YOU! YOU BROKE MY NOSE AT A SHOW!" all i could do was laugh<br />Ten Body Gun: it was a goddamn improvement<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: hahaha<br />Ten Body Gun: ugly whores should thank me for punching them in the grill<br />Ten Body Gun: i mean think about my fists..<br />Ten Body Gun: whats really important here is im giving them the excuse to get plastic surgery to fix their lives<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: HAHAHAHA<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: I LOVE YOU PEET! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:36118 2005-12-14T19:08:52Z 2005-12-14T19:08:52Z Carry On- "roll with the punches" so<br /><br />its almost xmas.<br /><br />i only went shopping for one person so far....my brother.<br /><br />i hate the mall and working two jobs there really sucks.<br /><br />i want to transfer to a different m*a*c sooo badly...i really want to be in the city again. <br /><br />and...oh my god , my new favorite band is that "PANIC! At the disco" band hahaha... :x<br /><br /><br />okay that is all.<br /><br /><br />xo urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:35912 2005-12-05T17:45:06Z 2005-12-05T17:45:06Z hi people i'm still alive<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />bye. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:35789 2005-09-28T17:41:51Z 2005-09-28T17:41:51Z murder by death its time for a monthly update, folks!<br /><br />well...nothing is new really...still working alot...although they cut my hours back starting next week. i'm back to have 4 days off a week which is cool i guess...but now i need to get one day a week somewhere else... maybe the body shop, who knows.<br /><br />looking forard to seeing Danzig/Behemoth/Himsa on oct 17th. this could be fun.<br /><br />now that i have some time off, i'll be going back to cutting hair again , so if you want a nice cut for not so much money, let me know.<br /><br /><br />i really need to work on taking my road test. for real. so when i'm bored i can drive myself away from this place.<br /><br />thats about it for now.<br /><br />maybe i'll start updating regularly... but i find that when i do that, i just start complaining a whole lot , about so much shit.<br />so...yeah..we'll see. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:35433 2005-08-19T17:26:34Z 2005-08-19T17:26:34Z so i've come to the conclusion ( yes here it comes , one of jenn's many epiphanies) that i get bored with people very quickly. its not that i do it on purpose, it just happens. don't worry though, its no one in particular..<br /><br /><br />and... i work too much. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:35260 2005-07-26T06:57:15Z 2005-07-26T06:57:15Z the acacia strain - " smoke ya later" iXhaveXdreamsX: i DID get tons of buuterflies last night<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: oh man i did.<br />x robophile: such a good feeling :/<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: yeeeah<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: i was real excited.<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: but then i got sad again<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: cause i was like<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: eh<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: i dunno what he;s thinking<br />x robophile: ugh that sucks<br />x robophile: just take him and be all what are u thinking<br />x robophile: and grab his peen<br />x robophile: nah dont do that<br />x robophile: nm<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: hahaha <br /><br /><br />dan comes up with the BEST IDEAS!<br />i love dan! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:34833 2005-07-24T17:08:04Z 2005-07-24T17:08:04Z this is a repost from my friend scott... this is great!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />"In response to this ad..Geraldo has released this bundle of facts about straightedge kids just to remind you how evil they in fact are<br /><br /><br />- Straight Edge has completely wiped out the bloods, and the crips... are the hells angels next?<br /><br />- the straightedge kids are also responsible for the tsunami, the last 5 tropical storms, and the last 3 years of Ben Affleck's career<br /><br />-They also paid the film studio that made summer blockbuster "Batman Begins" to cast Dawson's Creek actress "Katie Holmes", as Batman's love interest<br /><br />- it's a little known fact that straightedge kids when exposed to light can emmit a gas that kills children, animals, and the elderly<br /><br />-Straightedge kids actually killed Laci Peterson<br /><br />-Straightedge kids created the MCAS, just to spite people<br /><br />- Straightedge kids know who made the pyramids..they just dont tell anyone<br /><br />-when a tree falls in the forest and no one is around..a straightedge kid can hear it. and then he beats the tree up<br /><br />-Straightedge kids are the reason Bill Buckner couldnt field that grounder<br /><br />-Straightedge kids are the reason the last three slayer cds sucked.<br /><br />-Straightedge kids are neigher animal, vegtable or mineral..they are in fact a larvatic form of cancer<br /><br />-Straightedge kids are the reason Jadakiss is as hard as it gets<br /><br />-Straightedge kids eat jew babies<br /><br /><br /><br />This made my day." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:34586 2005-07-22T06:56:16Z 2005-07-22T06:56:16Z the promise ring - " why did we ever meet" x robophile: yeah i hear youre a ninja<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: some people only see me once a month<br /><br /><br />this is a true statement.<br />sorry guys, i've just been working allll the time. i hardly have any time for myself , and when i am off all i do is sleep or bum around.<br /><br />i fractured my nose on sunday. long story.<br />and i dont want to talk about it,.<br />but my nose is okay , and i am mostly just bruised really bad.<br /><br />on a different note...i've been thinking alot. a whole lot.<br />about a whole mess of things.<br />i truly became a different person in the last 3 months.<br />not a bad thing, just weird.<br />since when i am shy?<br />since when cant i go up to people and just talk?<br />since when am i all shy to hang out with a certain someone that i have known for years? especially when all of a sudden this person is offering to make the pain in the ass drive to staten island......( you know who you are , and no..i'm not avoiding you or skunking you in any way...this is completely true)<br />and all my friends who know me real well are going to read this and say " what? jenn? shy? yeah fuckin right!" , but its true. and i dont know where the fuck it came from. and its really bothering me.<br /><br />okay so on that note.<br />i'm goin to bed. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:34550 2005-07-14T16:30:27Z 2005-07-14T16:30:27Z dead to fall - " stand your ground" i think i'm going to stick to making out with gay boys for a while!<br />nothing seems to be working out for me ever.....lately.<br /><br /><br />i'm going to take a nice trip soon... either to ohio.. or the south. i'm leaning more towards ohio, to visit johnny. haven't seen him in 2 years. it will probably be fun.<br /><br />i need to find some models to use for my portfolio and i need to find a photographer willing to do some trade-offs.<br /><br /><br />Hooray for me , i rule.<br /><br />not.<br /><br />i hope this weekend is fun. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:34067 2005-07-13T04:28:48Z 2005-07-13T04:28:48Z Talking Heads - "psychokiller" so much shit went on this weekend and i dont even feel like writing about it.<br /><br /><br />went out and met up with tyler and just had a really fun time.<br /><br />i'm so tired and i think i'm gunna go back to sleep now.<br /><br />work tomorrow till 11:15pm eww.<br /><br />fuckin one day sales.<br />kiss my ass.<br /><br /><br />gnight xo urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:33909 2005-07-10T08:41:04Z 2005-07-10T08:41:04Z the fitness iXhaveXdreamsX: youre goin to dead and buried?<br />BANGGBUSDOTCOM: that show is cancelled<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: oh word?<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: why<br />BANGGBUSDOTCOM: no idea<br />BANGGBUSDOTCOM: you know sammy and his crazy booking ways<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: hahahaa i guess madonna and burger king cancelled<br />BANGGBUSDOTCOM: yeah and without them the other bands cancelled<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: shit<br />BANGGBUSDOTCOM: madonna cancelled because sammy didn't offer enough money<br />BANGGBUSDOTCOM: burger king dropped off because sammy booked wendys<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: he couldnt get Arby's to fill in?<br />BANGGBUSDOTCOM: that idiot<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: hahahahahahhaa<br />BANGGBUSDOTCOM: they got beef and shit<br />BANGGBUSDOTCOM: literally<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: are we seriously having this conversation hahahaha~~<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: hahahahahahahahahahaahhahaahahahhaa<br />BANGGBUSDOTCOM: hahahaha<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: HAHAHAHAA<br />iXhaveXdreamsX: GREATEST EVER! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:33785 2005-07-06T01:31:12Z 2005-07-06T01:31:12Z i got into a fight with some lady today<br /><br />it was funny<br /><br />she was trying to steal wedge sponges from our beaker behind the counter<br /><br />and then cursed me out in some language when i caught her.<br />she didnt even buy anything!<br />i mean , okay i understand if you bought a foundation, yes i will give you some sponges.<br />but jesus christ , lady .... go to CVS and buy them for $1.99 for like 30 of them! fuckin cheap bitch.<br /><br />i swear though , i think she took some after i turned around..<br /><br /><br />i hate people haha<br />_______________________________________<br /><br />tomorrow should be fun.<br />on my way to being a possible Product Specialist hahaha ooooo important haha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:33395 2005-07-04T23:44:36Z 2005-07-04T23:44:36Z chicks on speeeeed motherfucker was good last night.<br /><br />why do gay boys feel the need to stick their tongue in my mouth?<br /><br />&lt;3<br /><br /><br />www.lastnightsparty.com<br /><br /><a href="http://www.namlive.com/lastnightsparty/motherfucker6/index.html">http://www.namlive.com/lastnightsparty/motherfucker6/index.html</a><br /><br />look at the second link first.<br /><br /><br />debauchery at its finest.<br /><br />thanks dimitry for handing me this oppurtunity to actually GO OUT for once &lt;3&lt;3&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:33026 2005-07-03T05:37:54Z 2005-07-03T05:37:54Z <big><big> i fucking hate when people who you THINK you can trust only are friends with you when their life is going really shitty. and call you up to complain about their situations and then when everything is okay , just forget about you like nothing. <br />i guess youre only friends with me when <i>SHE'S</i> a real cunt to you. which is probably 95% of the time from what you were telling me ... it seems like it is. was she really standing over your bed with a knife? were you even telling the truth? or just telling me that for the sake of bulllllshit. <br />you do a good job of going back on your words.<br /><br /><br />i'm sorry .. but this is how i feel.<br />i dont like being given a run around.<br /><br /><br />remember... i'm only looking out for you cause i care so much.<br /><br />but it looks like i shouldn't give a shit anymore.<br /><br />over and done.</big></big> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:32822 2005-06-24T17:01:48Z 2005-06-24T17:01:48Z i went to six flags yesterday, had to wait on ridiculous lines FOR EVERYTHING. bathroom , food, bottle of water...rides of course. i hate new jersey. ha, i'll def go back again though.<br /><br />its kind of funny how we all had the most fun on the fuckin teacups haha <br />no but really, those things are fun when you have 4 people who are determined to spin the shit out of it. i'm definitely still dizzy from it.<br /><br />Kingda Ka , that record breaking tallest, fastest was closed. fuckin bastards, i was hoping to die on it.<br />they said it wasnt passing safety tests. PERFECT!<br />that thing looked pretty scary. and i dont get scared easily just by looking at something,. <br /><br />i got sunburn all over my shoulders. its not painful though, so thats good i guess. i just have horrible tan lines.<br /><br />i have work all this weekend. sucks so much , this would have been perfect beach/ boardwalk weather.<br /><br />okay i ususally dont listen to this kind of music.... but... this popular hawthorne heights song is so fucking catchy. its going to be such a money maker. :x<br /><br />someones keeping their promises still. that's amazing. :)<br />just look forward, never look back.<br />you better dedicate a song to me. not "murder" though, thanks... <br /><br />thats about all thats goin on in my world, if you all even care.<br />time for work. hooray. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:32611 2005-06-22T10:27:33Z 2005-06-22T10:27:33Z ugh i'm running on 2 hours of sleep and i have such a long day ahead of me.<br /><br /><br />i just want to go back upstairs and pass out in my bed.<br /><br /><br />i dont feel like going alllll the way to the city right now. ugh i hate myself right now so much.<br />my eyes are so bloodshot. lovely.<br /><br />FUCK! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:32457 2005-06-21T16:16:38Z 2005-06-21T16:16:38Z i think i am going to pay someone a niiiice friendly visit soon.<br />and tell them whats on my mind. i dont care how much it costs either.<br />and tell them to stop bullshitting, lying, and causing problems and being a sneaky ass motherfucker.<br /><br />its long overdue.<br /><br /><br /><br />FAIR WARNING. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:32069 2005-06-20T03:24:17Z 2005-06-20T03:24:17Z bored lately.<br /><br />working alot.<br /><br />not hanging out as much as i should.<br /><br />luis on thursday! good times.<br /><br /><br /><br />i'm getting a kitten.<br />someone help me out with a cute name urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:31924 2005-06-19T05:42:36Z 2005-06-19T05:42:36Z my dog snoring. <b>I can't believe my heart's still pounding<br />I can't believe how close I came<br />And meanwhile heaven's falling<br />The fallen angels flown away<br />And that'll be me someday<br />With stolen wings and evil ways<br />Straight south with the keys to the pearly gates<br /><br />Hard to believe my heart stopped pounding<br />Hard to believe I played this game<br />My worst nightmares became real<br />I got so scared that I forgot my name<br />And that'll be me someday<br />With stolen wings and evil ways<br />Straight south with the keys to the pearly gates</b><br />___________________________________________________<br /><br /><br />you've been keeping your promise. <i>you have no idea how much that means to me.</i><br /><br />and i've been keeping my head up.<br /><br />it's time for you to do the same.<br />and don't let this rot you from the inside out.<br />karma is a fucking bitch , but you don't deserve this.<br /><br /><br />i still despise FAKE people. fake "friends". what goes around comes around, my darling.<br /><br /><br />the bitch is BACK.<br />goodnight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:31625 2005-05-21T17:32:15Z 2005-05-21T17:32:15Z <b>blood bros. <b/> anyone want to go on tuesday? <b><big>okay i really need to be working right now.<br />this transferring bullshit is really pissing me off.<br />cmon M.A.C.... i got fucking bills to pay!!! estee lauder and damn background checks. dumb french bitch.<br /><br />my cell phone is going to be accepting incoming calls and texts only... they shut off my outgoing service.<br />i owe like 140 something dollars.<br />FUCK.<br /><br />loan payment due in a week. HAHAHA wow i'm so dead!<br /><br />someone donate money to me!<br /><br /><br />goddamm i wish i was still in boston, minus food poisoning.<br />fuck fillipe's!</b></big> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:31376 2005-05-21T07:36:56Z 2005-05-21T07:47:18Z PIECEMEAL <3 so i went to boston on wednesday night... just got back tonight ( friday )<br /><br />gooooood times!!!!<br />besides getting sick from eating a Fillipes burrito :( vomiting.... not my favorite thing to do.<br />(sorry i broke the toilet hahaha )<br /><br /><br />only saw lauren for like an hour though.... that girl makes me smile so much...<br /><br />didnt see little miss virulent though!!! :(<br /><br />i'll be back soon.<br />to snore in <b><i>your</b></i> face<br />&hearts; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:arctic_kisses:31226 2005-05-17T19:56:37Z 2005-05-17T19:56:37Z NINE ORDERS OF ANGELS <3 so....<br />i'm NOT in boston hanging out with scott , sean , lauren or becca..<br />and that sucks.<br /><br />going to have to wait two weeks till after i make my loan payment.<br /><br />goddammit.<br /><br />I REALLY WISH I WORKED MORE THAN 3 DAYS A WEEK.<br />I HATE SITTING IN MY HOUSE.<br /><br />i hate sitting around thinking about dumb things.<br /><br />i hate how there are pieces of you left behind, ugh it pisses me off so much.<br />i should just burn my room down.<br />and start all over again.<br /><br /><br />i hate losing a best friend.<br />i feel so helpless.<br /><br />i know you aren't completely happy.<br />but you do a good job at faking.<br /><br /><br />I NEED TO GET AWAY.<br />HOLY FUCKING SHIT.